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I’m leavin for Austin on Tuesday. I think we need the break so much. I realized it not that I don’t love him because I do but I just can’t deal with his depression. He wrote me a poem the other day and I couldn’t tell if he was telling me he loved me or wanted to boil the flesh from my bones. He’s complicated and I don’t know how to deal with it. That and he has an obsession with porn. Its to the point he prefers porno to me. I don’t even know how to deal with that. How can I compete with endless internet porn? What does that mean about us? His need to be alone hurts me but I don’t know how to say that without it ending in a fight. I’m rambling now so I’m going to just play Street Fighter 4 and ignore that my life is like a spinning plate.

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