Change Everything You Are And Everything You Would Have Become

I always thought I was being the best that I could be but the truth is I have been simply coasting along this endless ocean and there is no land in sight. I saw it once, maybe twice but looked the other way in hopes of becoming Christopher Colombus. In hopes of discovering a new place on accident and not realizing just how important my voyage there would have been but the truth is, I’m just heading towards the end of the edge of the world. No more food, no map, and my men have had their fill of being lead on a wild goose chase to a place that isn’t there. I am not sure if I should abandon ship or just fucking try to turn it around back to the closest land-mass in hopes that I will find my way to India finally because I am just so tired of sailing and not finding anything at all.