Caramel

I’ve been reading a lot about the creation of England and I must say it is something to be amazed by. I dreamt of living there atleast for some time in my life maybe after my third marriage to some vietnamese whore for her citizenship here in the states. I guess I would be off to Turkey soon after. Promises of Turkish cave dwelling and bathrooms were made to me when Dan got back from Turkey. I think about this time since his return and I feel so different

Calmer.

The last time my mom saw me she said she could sense I was less tense and completely calm. Maybe she is right maybe this whole situation has given me something I don’t usually have: peace.