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The Boy

I tried to find Andy today, I didn’t but I have hope he and I will see each again. I don’t believe in fairy tales or bullshit like that but I honestly feel like I have to find him. Never in my life have I been drawn to a stranger like this. It was just so oddly perfect. I catch glances with him at Outwrite and then I go to 80’s night to he finds me. And even odder, we went to Jonesboro together and I have never met him in my life and he knew my face.

For the first time in my life I just want to protect someone else from everything. I’m usually the one being protected but I want to be the provider and caretaker. I want to tend his garden and watch it blossom into something beautiful.

This creeps me out beyond all creepiness, Desi and Joe have been commenting on my moodiness and such but I just can’t help but think about how I could find him again. It’s like I found something rare and let it slip through my fingers because I was incredibly drunk.

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